Hi everyone,
I haven't posted one of these in a while. Things are extremely well. I am very busy and working with a team preparing for a church retreat. I wanted to run this by a few people any comments are welcome - 2 explanations everyone in this group happens to be married but me and The group ends up writing a prayer after I talk about our theme of Prayer in a relationship. Let me know what you guys think.
So I have been thinking about what I am going to talk about – How is Prayer in a Relationship important to me? It makes me think of where I am in my life right now. I want to know what my vocation is. You know, am I going to be married, single, or is religious life meant for me. That is what finding your vocation is about. You are all married. I am currently single but I am in pursuit of a different relationship than all of you. I am not looking to get married but I am in search of a deeper relationship with God. To possibly pursue religious life and follow a different spiritual path. One day I was trying to sort out all these thoughts in my head. Is becoming a sister the right choice for me? Is this what I am supposed to do? So like most people my age I took to the internet. I found this beautiful video on you tube. It was all about taking the path less travel. That there are few who take the challenge. When those words came on the screen there was two pictures of two paths one that was highly traveled and worn a easy way to go and the other an open field and a difficult path to follow. It was saying to me take the path less traveled. You may have struggles ups and downs but you can and will make it to the end. It is like God is my cheerleader pushing me along. Everything seems to happen for a reason – God’s grace. So how does this all fit into prayer? I know where my relationship with God stands. All of this focuses on a path that takes a life time. It focuses on discernment. I had a good friend, that is a sister, tell me she discerns every movement she makes in her life. I think that is where prayer in my relationship with God lays right now. I am making big decisions in my life such as figuring out where I want to be the rest of my life. I want to walk with God and make the decision that will allow me to do good and feel fulfilled in life. I also had a sister tell me prayer is not only asking God to help another person or yourself. It is also a moment to reflect on all the goodness God has given you. I feel that this is easily missed in my relationship with God. It is easy to be demanding and insistent for what I want. Then when I get what I had wanted I may totally forget to thank God for the simplest thing his love. Prayer in a relationship, reminds me of a marriage, a communion. He offers his love and guidance and I just have to keep my eyes, ears, and heart open. Remembering to make the effort to thank God for all the wonderful graces he gives me. This is a little prayer I wrote to the God -
My Prayer
Dear Lord, Thank you for everything you have done for me. You have answered so many of my prayers and given me so much guidance. Please continue to guide me to find where I belong. I know now it is to be a sister. Please guide me to which order. Also please help guide me to figure out what I would do as a sister. There are so many options. I also would like to pray for the women sitting here with me tonight. That we all carry our knowledge and heart to the weekend and that we share all of the wonderful things you do in our lives with the participants we will be welcoming. Thank you for your guidance, love, and open heart as you hear our prayers.
Amen